Where have all the Bloggers gone?

Spoiler* - Title inspired from “Lee Iacocca’s” book which I had been puttin on pendin for a long time now

So, a very long time time took to give me some time to write a blog.

I have some time but writing something just stays on the back of my mind… to get it done takes removal of a ton of laziness buried in me... it aint just me… I used to follow lot of bloggers, and many of them stopped writing, maybe it was a fashion to write for them and the fashion faded, also did they. So where have all the wonderful bloggers gone, so busy in their lives or do not have much to write. Blogging is not about writing something useful or world-changing I believe… it is one way to vent your thoughts, get something out of ur mind and heart. No one is charging anything to publish this right... so write something people... write so that you can feel light after getting it out... you need no person to tell your thoughts, if you write it down, someone someday may read it and appreciate it :). As someone said: … well, donno what some one said… but... I say… “Keep writing something and you are going to get something out of nothing”

Again, my mind says: “Y are you writing, do you have an inspiration, are you going to change the world by your writings, is it going to help at least one person – your blog… “
I told ma mind: “chill, it’s just a blog, people write all kinda crap in there, so y not me!! “
Mind: “Ok ok whatever, but let people know I am not a part of it”
Me: “Alrightttt… psycho… I knew you aren’t with me on a lotta things”
Mind: “Whatever!!!!!”

So, what did I think of writing again… nothing! jus felt like writing something… anywayz who ever reads this has nothing better to do as me while writing this, so doesn’t matter...

Long Long ago (Not sooo long, just a few years)… I was sitting in a coffee shop, with my friends, one of them visiting from “U.S.” …. I wasn’t too excited about comin to U.S then.. but what I was interested in was Coffee and speci(fic)ally Starbucks… donno y I didnt even taste it by then, but nw I am addicted to it, which has nothing to do with anything. I was asking her about The Starbucks Coffee and she was like “ yeah, its awesome…. and in winter, you need to wrap up totally, drive out in the snow and get a piping hot coffee and then go to work, it would be wonderful!!! “. Well, somehow I ended up in the Land of Dreams.. doing the software job like most of the Asians, again speci(fic)ally Indians… which I do (Not) like or not…
Getting coffee from starbucks everyday, which is making quite a hole in my pocket… I really enjoy the coffee, and once it is done, that’s it… there ends the best part of my morning… so what’s the moral of this story.. maybe nothing… all I wanted to stay is, I cannot love something like U.S. just because they have Starbucks… LOL…

Mind : “ I told ya not to write!!!!” .. ~sobbing~...

Me : :)

Happyness

Who am I to write about it, and is anyone gonna learn it reading MY blog, well, if you do I will be more happier. So am I happy now... Yes, in the moment! (If not am so lazy to write something, FYI… I am writing a lot these days, nothing interesting, but pages and pages of notes to understand what I am doing, did you understand that, NO?... I got a job….

Yippeee, must have come out of someone’s mouth… at least One person; yeah some people were really happy that I got a job, and I am not one of those some.

So, as lazy as I am, the job sucks, yeah.. you ask me why and I say what I am really doing and then you say sigh, saving all that, I don’t like it, maybe I am not going to like a 9 to 5 job ever…. So what do u like dude, someone asks me… and I say…. I DON’T KNOW ….

Well I am old enough to vote, get married, and some people (guys) of my age already have kids (good for them)…. And Me … I still don’t know what I want, when I say this to this good friend of mine, he gives me a lecture on how people (no one) likes their lives or you should not wait for what you like and go with the flow, earn some, save some kinda s**t… well, I don’t blame him for that, must be good thoughts, good to listen and that’s it for me, he feels happy that I listened and I feel happy that he is happy.

Oh, I started about happiness rt… comin back to that… I am was kinda happy, was in the morning, am now. It started to be a good day, I dreamt about my girlfriend bein with me(donno how good that is J… should be!!!)… Was talking to a friend and it was sunny in the morning today after a long long time, so that was a good morning. And then, I was talking back home; I do not like traffic, people shouting and someone kinda not listening to me on the phone, so all the 3 things happened and I was feeling really bad… I really do not like those 3 things.. so, just went to work and was doin the s**t stuff I am not really interested in again… talked to my manager and he liked my work ( believe me, I am not lying )…… had a great lunch, came back, was feelin really sleepy and had an boring meeting, which left me dull, ran out of the office by the evening, even took stairs not to wait for the lift. Got on the metro and slept, so why am I writin all this, whatever….

Hmmm… comin back to happiness, what is it… is it about the moment, is it about livin the moment, or is the moment you feel in high spirits, feeling like doing anything you want and can be doin whatever you want. Am I creative or not the question to me, I want to do what I love, I don’t know what I love, other than my friends, parents and u know who. So, was feelin relieved in the evening, sat down to watch “ How I met Your Mother”, felt happy, well dude, tell me what happiness is in here, you ask me, I say enjoying that moment which is making me write not what I wanted to, but made me forget for a while all the tensions and made me write out Me. So, as of always if someone understands or not, jus venting out my thoughts, and one thing which would may be make happy is, Direction, not writing, I know I suck at it, and you people whoever ‘ever’ are gonna read this is just to make me happy. Eventually you would, for sure. Started to write somethin and ended up into something else, so would follow up on this one for sure when I land in the same spirits.

P.S: Happyness instead of Happiness is my Likingss for The Pursuit of Happyness

Reading : Latest ‘Express’ newsletter

Listenin to : How I met your mother Soundtrack(Jingle, ( is it what they call it which comes in the start :) ) )

One Thought

I was relieved of some stress today and a flow of thoughts went in my mind.

Never waste your time, if you think you are ready for something, test yourself and hit it. If you have some work in hand never leave it and go for searching something better until unless you think you are really good at the next thing and it is what you want. Be respectful of any small job you do and do take life seriously once you do have a job. Always believe in yourself how low, lost or loser-like you may feel. Always be happy for what you have, you may not have it tomorrow or never again.

Kinda philosophical but true, maybe.

LINK Well this has nothing to do with the thoughts, but found it good.

Listening to : My room-mates blah!

Reading Today : Story by Robert Mckee