Tryin to be back

Haaallllooooooooo

Well, whoever have read my blog until now, thanks to them, you are always an inspiration to make me write

It’s been a while since I wrote anything.

I knew I was going to do it sometime this month. I have my reasons. Let me list some of them

One, no mood to write, my life been soo pale as the face of Johnny depp in Edward Scissorhands. So, I was jus sittin home all the time, doing nothing but searching for jobs.

Second, hundreds of other reasons going through my mind. What am I going to become, in life, is the biggest question, its not like am worried and all that, but I believe at least now I should choose a route, well, I believe lot of people go through this phase and compromise on leading a un-risky life, like getting a job in a bank or a software company.

I don’t know how many people think in that way these days, but, I do not want to be one of them, making it ‘+’vely correct, I would say, I want to risk and get more success than staying down and compromise with life.

But again the question is, what do I wanna be, I donnnoooo….. making questions is the easiest thing in life, how about being a professor or a lecturer, my job just would be making questions and I can bluff that I know everything better than students.

So, here I am in front of my love, my apple, whose battery is dying early these days, need to buy a new life for her, well, my life itself is in a way which needs more power than a battery, writing sh*t again, am I

Well, doesn’t matter, no one is going to publish this or anything rt… chalega ( meaning doesn’t matter in hindi )….

Listenin to : ' Raindrops keep fallin on my head ' by Burt Bacharach/BJ Thomas ( it never gets old)

Some more thoughts!

Satisfaction

Dad always says : never keep something Pending

I am gonna say that to my kids too, keeping something in pending, any work, anything it may be will lead to tensions in last minute.

Need to thank dad for whatever he has done to me, without him I am not at all what I am today. Well, nothin achieved great yet, but yes, i am happy the way i am, as in, so many people are not at all happy with their lives, well me too - just a bit, but on the other hand I am pretty much happy of my life, which I can say is a better success.

Peace

Listenin to: My 28 day-old niece

Random Thoughts - 2

I Love my Life

I Love my Life

Whoever out there who doesnt love their life, believe me, start loving it and you will feel really better!!! I knowwwwwww , complains, complains complains and more complains,

" I dont get a bus, my boss hates me, why do these people bother more about me, y cant i quit on mondays, i like to sleep 5 more minutes,i dont like to work at this place, Noooo - I dont wanna go to the class today, I think she is going to break up with me, whateverrrrrrrrr "

Whatever it may be ppl, believe me, start loving your life and you would really see the difference, feel good for what you have, there are lottttttttttttttttttttttttttttta ppl out there who dont have anything at all what you have, not even the least of what you have, it may be friends, love, money, home, whatever it may be, you are reading this because you have something better than many ppl out there.


Listening to : My Laundry machine sounding like a Hulk

Random Thoughts

Education is not always about gaining a job, its about realizing yourself, regaining yourself, getting to know the world better, lots of things at once, and a lot more. People these days jus bluntly follow the books, give their exams, and go for a job, that’s it. If you ask me, there is lot more than that to life, its not always about getting a job and working your way up, its not just about paying the bills and getting things done on time. Look around you people, there is a lot going on in the world, sometimes do think of the world around you, try to make it a better place to live-in.

Reading : An Arbor by Linda Gregerson

Listening to : Dil ka Rishta ( Yuvvraaj )by A.R.Rahman

Consequences and Friends

Friends, have lots o’ them.

Life would be really really different without friends around ya’. All my life, I believe I have had good friends. Who r good friends?? Girls around me used to rate friends as Bestestt, Best, Good, and jus friends. I could never figure out what tht was…… ?

At times people were around me for my money or ‘gaadi’ , things like tht, I never thought someone would do tht, but realized when one of them sold my books to have a beer, I don’t blame them, sometimes life goes tht way. When u suppose them to be ur friends, I would say complaining is a bad thought.

Misunderstandin is one big thing I do not like in any stance. Well, explanation would be letting myself out and dragging out the things which, in me, would have gone into the back of my mind ( blah blah blah ).

One small misunderstandin would create many problems which you would have never thought come into your life, believe me, I have been through this. I used to think I am the kinda person who can understand anything in any circumstances. When ppl have misunderstood me, lots of times ( the one time when this girl in my college thought I was giving her blank calls, though some of my friends did it from my phone ) I used to feel they have to grow-up. I too sometimes have gone through the same, but realized later and again blah blah blah…….

No Conclusions, but would say friends are one good thing you can make in life, whatever nonsense you may do, real friends are really the ones who support you through bad and worst, it may not be financially or physically, one phone call from someone, when you are feeling sad would really cheer us up.

When I did my first blog ( where in I referred to as a third person), people called me up and asked if everythin in there was true, I felt good and bad, good that my friends were there by my side as soon as I put my thoughts in writing, bad that they could understand what I really meant. On the whole that was a good experience.

Writing my thoughts as a blog, I never review after a sentence, so friends, whatever I write in here is a flow of my overflowing thoughts, bear with me until I b’cme a professional in writing.

Kudos to all my friends who have been with me thru thick and thin.

Incomplete

Out on the roads, like good ol' times....

Cant find a biryani, its all burgers in here.

My favorite past time from years, being out at nights - back home.

Shunning the traffic from the day and listening to the sound of silence, going through the dark lanes with one foggy light at the end of the street. Feeling the warmth of the air filled with the combustions whole day, thoughts whirring through my mind, happiness in my soul even not seen on my face, heart pounding to the silence of my mind.

When do i get back?? - to life!!!