Whatever

I cant close my mouth!!!!

When something is wrong, i just cant take it, it may be a problem, a situation, someone's behavior.

Well, if you are friends with someone, you do think of whatever happens to them should be good. You try to change them if they are into something bad, may be habits or affairs.

I tried changing a few people the way they behave, well, they started to get annoyed, and some stopped talking to me too! may be i am at fault sometimes. I wonder if the problem is with them or me. I try to do some good, explain people what the situation is, but, accepting the truth is the hard part, for anyone, so the conversation end up in a conflict, people don't like me for that. Well at least, something good is going to happen to them, I hope, even if they do not care. People take quite some time to realize what went wrong, they are no machines, I say.

Well, if I am the one to realize, I can say I was wrong and get on with things, but the question is do everyone have the courage ( well, that would be a big word, but I couldn't find anything else) to get back to things the way they were. An apology sometimes does work ( oh i like apologies heheheh, the bloody side yeah! ), that too if it is a girl, they work out in a big way.

I am not much of a leader, no body listens to me much, that is why i Blog :), I should start reading those Leadership books, maybe that would help to make people listen to me. The last one i started gave me a good night's sleep, in the morning I thought, may be that sleep is supposed to change everything, but that didn't change anything too... heheheh.... blah blah blah right!!!!!!! Need to write something more meaningful and purposeful at least the next time I write, this is what i think of, when i stop to write every time.

Listening to : Silence around me!

Reading Today : The Inheritance of Loss by Kiran Desai.

Consequences and Friends

Friends, have lots o’ them.

Life would be really really different without friends around ya’. All my life, I believe I have had good friends. Who r good friends?? Girls around me used to rate friends as Bestestt, Best, Good, and jus friends. I could never figure out what tht was…… ?

At times people were around me for my money or ‘gaadi’ , things like tht, I never thought someone would do tht, but realized when one of them sold my books to have a beer, I don’t blame them, sometimes life goes tht way. When u suppose them to be ur friends, I would say complaining is a bad thought.

Misunderstandin is one big thing I do not like in any stance. Well, explanation would be letting myself out and dragging out the things which, in me, would have gone into the back of my mind ( blah blah blah ).

One small misunderstandin would create many problems which you would have never thought come into your life, believe me, I have been through this. I used to think I am the kinda person who can understand anything in any circumstances. When ppl have misunderstood me, lots of times ( the one time when this girl in my college thought I was giving her blank calls, though some of my friends did it from my phone ) I used to feel they have to grow-up. I too sometimes have gone through the same, but realized later and again blah blah blah…….

No Conclusions, but would say friends are one good thing you can make in life, whatever nonsense you may do, real friends are really the ones who support you through bad and worst, it may not be financially or physically, one phone call from someone, when you are feeling sad would really cheer us up.

When I did my first blog ( where in I referred to as a third person), people called me up and asked if everythin in there was true, I felt good and bad, good that my friends were there by my side as soon as I put my thoughts in writing, bad that they could understand what I really meant. On the whole that was a good experience.

Writing my thoughts as a blog, I never review after a sentence, so friends, whatever I write in here is a flow of my overflowing thoughts, bear with me until I b’cme a professional in writing.

Kudos to all my friends who have been with me thru thick and thin.